Her previous life was torturous and she’s been free from the constant pain and agony that burdened her life.
She may be free and surrounded by such colors and beauty she’s still remembers her anguish and desolation.
She may heal overtime over the course of her afterlife but at this moment, her recollection over the harsh life she’d gone through is simmering.
The colored skies, the peaceful gardens, the wondrous heavenly afterlife was only rewarded after such a cold, chaotic hell.